OMG!! I'd never face so many problems and so much of it in such a short time..!! I terribly feel terrible!! Feel so bad! Like I'm such a big idiot! Saw a post on FB and dont know why I felt like it this to me! Phobia! seriously I'm afraid! I think is so obvious this doesnt suit me! Is time to just go ahead with the one that is more likely who I am! Perhaps before I faint! or others faint!

